Hello 2011

This year has been a total whirlwind,there has been allot of surprises and i have been through allot.At first i was resistant to changes but now i feel more strong and patient and determined.But now i feel like all the things that happened to me just made me even a more better person and they are actually a part of who i am right now! and i like it because without it i would never be the person i am today! and i feeel so grateful and thankful to God.

I made allot of friends and even lost some,but now im really learning to count my blessings,i wil just stop worrying about things and just go with the flow and try to have fun with every moment passes by! and most importantly be happy with God and be thankful to him for whatever bad or good he puts me through because he knows its for my own good..

Alright its the new years resolutions time! well and i have i will have it 100% accomplished..


TAKE A RISK !
 well i have tried many times taking one but i think i wasnt able to handle it or may be i was too weak or so! but lol this time im gonna do it for sure .. i wil ty to risk my all or nothing .. m more strong yeah! LOL

“Playing safe is probably the most unsafe thing in the world. You cannot stand still. You must go forward.” - Robert Collier

EAT HEALTHY AND GET IT SHAPE~! 

like brocolli ( ilove how it looks but comeon ) alryt i wud eat it 

and lettuce and cauliflower .. 

and this year i would have a healthy lifestyle and it would make me look more beautiful and glowing !

STUDY HARD ! 

and read inspirational books and stuff .. for knowledge .. try to cut down my expenses to save for some to buy boooks .. they can be a treasure! i would get motivated to make my dreams come true! 

“Reach high, for stars lie hidden in your soul. Dream deep, for every dream precedes the goal.“ -Henry David Thoreau

LOVE LIFE THE WAY IT IS AND ENJOY IT !

and making the best out of each and every moment is the most important! just the thought of the things im not getting keeps me away from enjoying .. this is one of the worst things.. so this year i wud be able to balance with all those things.

and i really really love this quote by Ellen Bass

"to love life, to love it even
when you have no stomach for it
and everything you've held dear
crumbles like burnt paper in your hands,
your throat filled with the silt of it.
When grief sits with you, its tropical heat
thickening the air, heavy as water
more fit for gills than lungs;
when grief weights you like your own flesh
only more of it, an obesity of grief,
you think, How can a body withstand this?
Then you hold life like a face
between your palms, a plain face,
no charming smile, no violet eyes,
and you say, yes, I will take you
I will love you, again."
— Ellen Bass

NEVER FORGET HOW MUCH GOD LOVES ME !

No matter how the tough days go and stuff i wil keep in mind that god loves me no matter what and would never give me something i cant bear or handle, and i wil never loose faith in him and or make him loose faith in me as well .. never ever !! 

NEVER EXPECT.

ofcourse .. it hurts alllot and seriosuly its just a waste of time . we expect things from people we know or even people we barely even know.dont ever expect just let it me,it would happen whatever it is if it is meant to be! 

 i wil keep updating .. and i hope and i am sure this year wil bring many good things along with it, and hoping for more twists and stuufffff! LOL .. and m posting this without editing .. i hope its alright and not annoying if there are many mistakes! .. enjoy! and see u al!

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It hurts me so much because most of the time i can't help people with whatever it is.They might think i don't care but inside i m really depressed and frustrated because i am helpless!

Feelings change,Memories don't !!

... well, its been a while since i posted here !! i have been busy with this hectic routine..

I've had many things to talk about .. I've been thinking allot lately about life.. u know!! :P

..ummm i have been thinking about my past,not that i am stuck in my past or something.i am totally over it.I mean all the hard times i had,all the friends,or i could say all the wrong choices i made.I totally do not regret what ever i did,and i am not sad what so ever.Its just that when i think of my past it makes me think for a while .. was it even real,the people i met,the things i did,the way i lived,the way i thought,the way I WAS.

. And now I look at all the those old things/people, I realize they have become someone I dont know, then I ask myself  Did i even know them .. and the feeling we shared were nothing but a lie?

Actually its just that when people grow up,they grow apart,and that doesn't mean that the feelings once u both shared were'nt true or real.. As time passes by,life teaches us allot of things,our way of thinking changes as well,u grow stronger.   PEOPLE CHANGE AND FEELINGS CHANGE.

but instead of hating or crying over your past,cherish those moments,and the people with whom u are spending your life NOW,Try to make the best of every moment and treasure them forever so u would  cherish them later in your life !!

....SO  To all of those people who were so special in my life or if i was a special  person in their life and we both lost each other in the mid of nowhere ... 

i just want to say that .. even though you are not here with ANYMORE in my life. i have still treasure those moments in my heart and forever will,no matter what cuz i know what we had was true.

We have laughed together,cried together and sometimes even fought.. but it was great .... 

I will cherish these teenage memories forever .. THANKS!! :)

question is ...

Once a person's feelings towards someone or something have changed, can they ever change back, or change positively again??

Let me know what you think in the comments below..!

xoxo!! hugs and kisses !! <3

Somewhere You Will Never Reach..!!

No one is perfect... that's why pencils have erasers.  


There was a time in my life when i used to think everything is in perfection,or being perfect.
I thought,
☻If you are perfect you are loved by many.
☻If you are perfect you can ear money and become wealthy,
☻If you are perfect you become popular and famous and so on.
Guess what ?? 

Oh yeah,It is !! ^_^
Although i already knew perfection is a flaw but i never really understood it,
but as time passed by and i realized that perfection is boring and mistakes are actually fun to make ( but just once ha ha ) 
and that does not mean you can start making mistakes!!
Besides if you are perfect it means !!


☻ You don't even get to enjoy your life cuz u don't have struggle for anything.
☻You don't realize the value of a thing until u've had a hard time getting it,
whether its a thing,or talent.
☻Your life is no FUN! which means you are BORRRRINGG <_< That's right !! Zzzzzz
☻It means you are not doing anything at all.
☻You don't get to experience new things.


And when u have flaws and you are IMPERFECT 
☻You totally realize the value of the things u've got that's because,
 you don't get it unless You work hard for it and face many hardships.
☻When you finally reach your goal  feel like u have accomplished something rewarding.
☻It provides you personal satisfaction.
☻You grow to be stronger person.
There are many more !! but what else do you want ??? O_O


Congratulations!  You're not perfect! 


It's ridiculous to want to be perfect anyway. 
But then, everybody's ridiculous sometimes, except perfect people. 
You know what perfect is?  Perfect is not eating or drinking or talking or moving a muscle or making even the teensiest mistake.
Perfect is never doing anything wrong - which means never doing anything at all. 
Perfect is boring!  So you're not perfect! 
Wonderful!  Have fun! 
Eat things that give you bad breath!
Trip over your own shoelaces!  Laugh!
Let somebody else laugh at you!
Perfect people never do any of those things.
All they do is sit around and sip weak tea and think about how perfect they are.  But they're really not one-hundred-percent perfect anyway.
You should see them when they get the hiccups!  Phooey!  Who needs 'em?  You can drink pickle juice and imitate gorillas and do silly dances and sing stupid songs and wear funny hats and be as imperfect as you please and still be a good person.
Good people are hard to find nowadays.
And they're a lot more fun than perfect people any day of the week.

.. Having the guts to  START and struggle may be the most hardest things except for those who are not afraid to loose, because when u conquer your fears that's when u actually start living.
Which means if u got still fears yo dead ! (loll)


And yeah.. Even the people who are close to perfection ( that's a joke :P ) don't like perfect people !!!
NO Joke !!


So just stop trying to be perfect and live Your life and be confident no matter how you are.
Because it doesn't matter how people look at you!
What really matters is how u look at your self !! so just look in the mirror and say to yourself positive things like ...
I am beautiful.. i m intelligent and i love my Nose ☻rawwwrrr !!
ekekek that's because most people hate their noses.
and blah blah blah !! 
And eventually u will realize that people have started looking at u in the same way !!
Imagine it as if a there is a mirror and the way u look in the mirror ,that's the way people see u !! and the way u look at the urself that's how the mirror shows u !! (OK that makes sense ) Let me show you how!! 

GUESS WHAT? 
Editing this post i see some imperfections !
I probably shouldn't post this until its perfect !! that would take forever !! LOLL ^_^


Let me know what you think, and don't hesitate to post a comment below !! 
That's all for now !!
Anneyong! 

When tomorrow comes and I don't wake up, 

will you love me just as much?

Even though I can no longer speak, or caress

you with a gentle, loving touch.

Would you sometimes think you saw me

in a crowd or heard me call your name?

I guess what I'm asking is "Would our love

for each other still be the same?"

I would hope that you might shed a tear

or maybe even two or three.

In memory of all the love and tenderness

that was shared between you and me.

But please don't let your grief take over

and completely rule your life.

If you can find someone who loves you

as much as I do, then take her to be your wife.

For I don't want you to be lonely and I will

understand that you need someone

And it will not change the love we shared

since the first day it all begun.

by Linda Parks Owens

When Tomorrow Comes..

...It took me almost forever to decide what my first blog post would be.Finally i just decided to go with the flow and just start typing....
Well i made this blog for some reasons..
1.To use it as a personal diary.
2.To keep in touch with my friends.
3.To share my thoughts and ideas and experiences with others.
4.To keep in touch with people around the world and get to know them.
um mm well i guess that's it !
What will i be blogging about ??
Possibly anything or everything !! like..
Life,fashion,Korean boys,music,entertainment !! and lots of  RANDOM things.
When Tomorrow comes.. why did i put this as my blogs title?
Naming your blog could be the hardest things ever ! It took me ages to decide my blogs name.
One of the reasons i titled my blog as When Tomorrow comes is because i truly believe that dreams come true if you have faith,and for me it doesn't matter where i am today.what matter is where i will be tomorrow.And i know it will be something great,something more than i have ever dreamed of.

"This is the beginning of a new day.  You have been given this day to use as you will. You can waste it or use it for good. What you do today is important because you are exchanging a day of your life for it. When tomorrow comes, this day will be gone forever; in its place is something that you have left behind... let it be something good."  That's it for now !! :)